My current life's
Written @ 6:15 PM
Its been so long since i updating my blog , yeah .
Super long enough , its been a few month i guess .
Within these past time ,
i grew up a lots ,
i had learned that i can't trust anyone even my close one .
Yeah , i told you a lots of secret of mine , but you told other people about it .
I just can keep silence and avoid talking about anything important that i not suppose to say to anyone except my family ,
Guess what ? Everything that i had planned for myself just ruin like that .
I felt devastated , i feel like there is a big storm hit me .
Why i can just have a life like other teenager outside there ??
I really felt like i'm in prison for all long .
Terrified .
Love life ?
Hmm , its getting so complicated lately ,
with one just wanna keep it as secret , and me ?
i rather just keep quite so i won't ruin it .
Argh , where did you go for these 4 month of time ?
i really do miss you !
Moving forward to my happy life's again . Wish it faster come .
I'm praying for it now .
PLEASE !
Gotta go now .
Update soon .
Promise .
Hello :)
Written @ 3:17 AM
You're the reason why i stay .
You gave me hope that i might think i need it always ,
thank for everything you had done .
I really appreciated it a lots .
You always told me to cheer up when i'm sad ,
you're the first person that can read my face ,
The one that always gave me advice , the one that always accompany me when i needed you .
The one that can make me smile like 24/7
The one that like to touch my hairs and play with it ,
the one that always see me cries ,
the one that can me dance for him .
The one that i respect so much ,
The one that make me to be faithful ,
the one that hold my hand tight when i'm unhappy ,
the one that always in my mind when i woke up ,
the one that always i dream about ,
the one that make me fall again and again ,
the one that always make a cute face to let me love him slowly ,
the one that make me always listen to love song over and over again .
The one that reply my feeling toward him .
The ways you called me baby , that make me smile :)
Even thought i need to wait till the right time to tell the whole worlds but i still like you so much so as you .
~ I H E A R T Y O U ~
KOREA here i come ♥
Written @ 4:23 AM
After hari raya is my victory :)
yess ^^
KOREA !
yeap , korea people here i come .
I was destiny to go there , a place that i really wanted to go .
It's a warm place to go .
Picture sharing :
( づ ¯3¯)づ Touched ♥
Written @ 11:10 AM
There's a young girl that seem so concern about her future ,
meeting up some pretty boy that seem so honest and nice to her ,
making a friends with them without knowing what the journey they will go through in the future ,
but all seem bright for her :)
In other side , there's a a boy that been treated as a prince .
He was a funny and mature boy , he has a colourful life's , with his rich life's
there's nothing he can't do ,
people always like him no matter what he did , he also a kind hearted boy .
On 25 april's 2011 he met a clumsy and childish girl that stole his heart away :)
Today they talked many cause it's been 3 month they didn't meet each other ,
the conversation started like this ;
In coffee house , a pretty and warm coffee house
Boy : hey *smile on his face* long time didn't meet you , you changed a LOTS especially
your hair .
Girl : haha *blushing* yeahh , quite long time i guess . Thank , you too . I can see your hair changed too .
Boy : oh yeah ? huh , i thought you didn't notice it ;)
Girl : hahaha , there's nothing that i can't notice about you :)
Boy : oh really ? hahaha
Girl : yeap !
*the drinks came and so the foods , and so the awkward moment came also*
Boy : I'm always waiting this moment to come cause i can't forget you ;)
Girl : wooo , really ? ><
Boy : Deepening toward the , i can’t stop thinkin about you ;)
Girl : hahaha , what made you like that ?
Boy : YOU !
Girl : honestly , i think the tears flow when thinking about you :')
Boy : *quite awhile* *sigh* Last time reminding each and every precious to me as my breathing .
I need your everything ,
You are not only the world , have you ever tried to forget those things because there’s value to me ?
Girl : hmmm *speechless*
Boy : I just want a be with you .
Girl : Just gimme sometime to think bout this , can you ?
Boy : yeahh :)
Girl : Ok .
*The situation end just like that when the girl ended that topic*
The boy brings the girl back to his grandma house after they finished drinks .
When they reached there , his grandma gives a major smile to welcoming her there :)
Time passes and it's time for dinner , the boy drag the girl into the kitchen and started to cook ,
It's a very funny moment when the boy keep doin mistake and the grandma keep
correct his mistake , the boy said that this is the first time he cook for a girl ,
He cook ramen for the girl and the girl favourite foods , spagetti .
His grandma keep look at them and said to him that she's the girl that she wanted her grandson with *opps , in thai languages cause his grandma is from thai*
The girl keep smile and they looked so happy .
They play and joke around , and after dinner the boy bring bring the girl's to nearest park . Cause the boy knew that the girl very like STARS .
but sadly that night no stars at all . Then the boy ask the girl to wait awhile , he run to the car and asked the girl to close her eyes .
The boy came and supprise her with a star light . He said this the star that he wanna give to her .
But the the girl said " you're my star , brighter than other "
They laugh and smile :)
It's already late *11.45pm*
the boy send her back home and he gave the give somethings .
The boy went off after that and the girl opened the box and there's a picture journal for the girl's which taken at US . Since 12 May 2011 till 29 July 2011 .
The boy never miss one days , each days he capture a picture and with a memory on the journal for the girl to see it . It's such a sweet gifts !
Tears off , happiness come !
You're just my cup of tea ♥
Written @ 10:55 AM
It's finally weekends , after 5 grueling BUSY days !
This month has been exceptionally busy because there are many events scheduled in august which means there are many invitee lists to do and send out ,
not forgetting the monthly shopping and the daily tasks . It seems that life is pilling up no matter how hard i tried to clear it .
Btw , Calvin birthday is coming and i'm haven't plan for anything yet because Ashley has been busy these
few days , so i can't date her out for shopping to look after calvin birthday present .
Annyone wanna to date me ? LOL
Hongkong desserts ! Honkies seems to like mango ALOT. Most of their cold dessert uses mango as their main ingredient which why i told nicholas " I'm not going to eat mango again for the next 2 months in KL . Spare me from mango ! "
----------------Girls---------
-----------are like apples------
-------on trees. The best ones-----
-----are at the top of the tree.-----
---The boys don't want to reach---
--for the good ones because they--
-r afraid of falling and getting hurt.-
-Instead, they get the rotten apples-
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples up top think
something wrong with them when in
-reality they're amazing. They just--
---have to wait for the right boy to
---- come along, the one who's-
----------- brave enough to-----
---------------climb all---------
---------------the way------
--------------to the top----
--------------of the tree ----
Every night i had dinner with you , which you wanted so much to have a dinner with me ,
Yeah ! It's quite weird cause seem like ,
my live now need to have dinner with ' YOU '
Just like yesterday , when you late call me
then i auto call you for dinner together .
You shock cause at the same time , you also wanted to call me :)
But at the end , i'm the one called you .
Last night you confess AGAIN to me .
Babe , i can't even accept it for now , due to the problem i had now and
i really can't serious in relationship for now , cause i need focus some other things ,
and yeah , you understood it cause you also don't want force me .
Actually i don't trust on IT cause last relationship i had , i get fucked up with anger and some secret are not meant to be told , he goes and told people .
I got a prove on it .
To someone : yeah , i LOVE you ! But now on , i tried not to bother myself with it cause i wanna focus my live with somethings that i wanna achive and make me success .
And someone that named Phang Weng Gan *using this number 0102605108*
I don't know who the Fuck are you , one more you send me a text message you're so gonna dead .
Stop disturbing people !
You're a weird guy ever and crazy guy .
I never know you also , NEVER LOVE YOU ALSO .
So stop say i love you to me .
Hello man , how do you do ?
i wanna chat with you so badly but i can't cause i don't wanna annoy you due to the some reason .
argh !
Hey , this song is for someone !
It's late already and i should get some nap here ,
update soon :)
Muaacckksss ,
Good night people .
Love you all .
Miss my family here .
I LOVE THIS MAN
Miss you , my family and YOU !
One year later ♥
Written @ 9:52 AM
It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered and wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
They're all coming back to me now and I don't think my heart can take it
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you
How has your one year been
For a long time , I've been living , having forgotten of you
For a while, I thought I was doing fine
However I started to realize it as time passed by
That I am nothing without you
At that time, if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that
Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine ?
Will you give me another chance ?
I know now that we can never part from each other
The one person I love and love again
I wish we can go back to our first days
To the beautiful, happy and loving days
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now
And promise that we won't take them out again
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by
I hope that we won't meet like today again .
It's time for Changing
Written @ 12:58 PM
Hello :)
it's been so long since i didn't got the chance to update my BLOG !
heppps ,
i miss you all blog stalker ^^
August is nearly to come , and yet i'm ready for it .
July such a nightmare to me .
Maybe august could be more ok a bit i guess :)
AUGUST
i'm gonna CHANGE for good .
Yeah , mark my words .
Why i'm gonna change ?
cause i'm getting bored with life's that is full of bullshit .
Yes ! I also admit myself is not that good enough but yet i still need to refresh
myself to be the one that i needed .
To be that good girl :)
I wanna be someone new !
Someone that could be the one that give sunshine to herself .
Find the chance to success .
